Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Shame on Me
I have used queer theory for several papers, and am not a homosexual. I have used monster theory, and I don't think I am a monster. I am currently studying auteur theory as a marketing tool, and am certainly not an auteur (or even a filmmaker).
Bias in literature will always exist. And, there will always be new theories to tell me how to read or view something. But, in the end, I don't really care (is there a theory for that???).
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Fan Performance, Is It Authoring?
Monday, April 7, 2008
90210 Slash
Disclaimer: I do not own Beverly Hills 90210 or any of its characters.
I have to write some slash fiction for an authorship class I am in, so this is the story of a camping trip. Just Dylan and Brandon are in the mountains camping in a tent.
“I can’t believe what a beautiful night it is. It is so peaceful, just the two of us,” Brandon said.
“I think it was a good idea not to bring the girls on this trip. They have to pack so much. It is easier with just us,” said Dylan. “Hey, there’s something I’ve been wanting to talk to you about.”
“What’s that?”
“Well, we both dated Kelly and are both single now.”
“Yeah?”
“I guess I just wonder why we are attracted to the same women.”
“Well, I was never attracted to my sister!!”
“No, not her, but Kelly and Valerie and some others over the years.”
“Maybe, Dylan, we just have the same taste in women.”
“Brandon, I was thinking, maybe we have the same wants and desires in other aspects of our lives as well.”
“I wouldn’t mind your access to cash,” Brandon laughed.
“Nah, man. Not that. It’s just, well, you know guys aren’t supposed to share feelings, but I love you.”
“I love you back, man. You are like the brother I wanted, but never had.”
“Brandon, its more than that brotherly love. I mean, I’m not gay, or really sexually attracted to you, but there is something…a kind of draw to you. I don’t really get it, except I think that’s why I was with Brenda. Since she’s your twin it was like being with a part of you, too.”
“Ah, this is getting a little uncomfortable. Are you sure you don’t want to have sex with me, because maybe we should head home.”
“It’s not sex, Bran, its this other level of something…I just don’t get it.”
“As long as you don’t get it in my pants, bro.”
**I signed up for the fanfic sight, but there is a waiting period before I can post. I read some of the other slash fiction, all of it was pretty lame like mine. I don't fee so strange about this (as I did last week with Wikipedia) because anyone who thinks I am an expert on this needs some counseling. This is kind of fun. I doubt the actors who played the characters or the writers/creators of the show would like this, but hey, that is what this class is all about. Pushing those boundaries of the definitions of authorship. I suppose I am now an author for 90210 stories. Hmmm. Sad!
Monday, March 31, 2008
Expert or Fraud-The Wikipedia Writer
I felt quite uncomfortable posting on Wikipedia. I don’t think of myself as an expert, or even an amateur, on authorship. I’m not sure I would feel comfortable posting anything on Wikipedia. I lack the creative power to contribute to a working definition of author. When looking over the history and realizing the last few posts were by classmates, I realized that I am guilty of wanting experts in the field to give me the information. I think my classmates’ posts were good, better than mine, however, I feel a sense of distrust for Wikipedia in general. It is difficult to let go of that past sense of academia, where experts are the only experts. I will come around to this change as well.
I do feel comfortable with fan sites and fan fiction. An idea of collaboration in fiction is intriguing. The collective intelligence of imagined worlds and characters adds to the fun and community feeling of being a fan. Adding to any kind of enyclopedia, such as Wikipedia, feels fraudulent. I realize the ideas from old style research and knowledge will continue to change and be influenced by non-scholarly experts and I accept those changes. I don’t feel comfortable participating.